He might passionately have longed for falling, but He couldn’t. He is too godly to be manly. The very urge of His to fall is life-breathed by the creation of man. The very urge to fall thus became the very heart of that creation. Then He blessed this heart with love to make sure the fall to be more intense.
My heart becomes a fallen angel and my body a pandemonium. Ah! Love – the Holy Sin of my heart.